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Hunting up some jobs and an interview yesterday

Hello  again  dearies,

^still  hunting  for a job.
I had  a  interview with kohl’s in Huber the other day I’m hoping to hear from them for a 2ed interview,hopefully I will be hearing from  them some time today.
If not  welp ill kepp trying and  all.

Last  month  just blew  past  us and now it’s  March ostara is almost upon us again this year and  there is another Friday the 13th  this month. This week in fact and I can’t wait for the weirdness to begin lol.

Nope never said i was normal  lol. How is life  dearies? Keeping  busy,happy and joyful  i hope.

I  guess  i have to  gey back  to  job hunting

Brightest  blessings

Blessings

Thepinkwitch

well this month is just gone

Hello dearies,

January is about to be fully over  and February is just around the corner along with imbolc which im gathering some info  for my witches hollow grove blog but its been super slow since i got sick this time last week and then  got a sinus infection on Sunday and i still have remnants of the cold with the sinus infection as the cherry on this cold yuck sundae.

other than all that i have been ok thus far and this year was off to a semi- decent start  but though a few negative things have been tossed in for-well for a lack of a better way to put- shits and giggles i have been trying to remain positive and keep that everything has  different ways of affecting people, and what will be will be, i just to keep my head up and not become a downer and have a negative outlook of myself,and the world around me  and just keep looking at the world with that same sense of wonder and awe that i always do.

All i can really do is just be me and be myself and just be postivie about things and keep my eyes and mind open

brightest blessings

blessings

thepinkwitch

The weirdest feeling ever

Hello dearies,

  Well, it’s the new year and now there is snow on the ground here in Ohio. Right now I’m having one of the weirdest feelings ever.

Now, I’ve had this feeling off and on my whole life; the feeling that I’m not meant to be living this life like it’s not really my life and that I’m not supposed to be here, and that I  really don’t to get any older and I really want to die and have this life end.

Now when I get this weird off the wall feeling I start to freak out a little bit and start to think about why I am here on this earth and what I am meant to be doing with the life that I have been given by the lord and lady and of course my mom, and I get scared like really scared like what the hell is gonna happen to me after I’m fully gone and what will or has become of my life , its a bit of a distant future type of thing. And that kind of freaks me out that I get this feeling ; this little bit of anxiety  and fear.

I know that I shouldn’t worry that much about how the future will turn out  but I do  this feeling , of not belonging to this world and not wanting to die and wishing that I could become a vampire and just live forever is really not me but it happens and when it does it’s no picnic among the flower. And I can’t help but to wonder am I the only one who feels that way nd how do I stop this feeling of dread about my uncertain future with certain aspects of my life,like a job,kids how will they turn out to be like will they be ok when I do die, what about when I’m married and I leave my husband behind how will he be will he be ok too. It scares me, and it scares me at how much I really do see at how much I really don’t fit in among society’s so called norms that I have to function properly within if I really want the life that I want / need to survive and to support a family.

I’m unique to say the least believe  You me my own unique weirdness can be a bit out there too. I think that as to why I get this sometimes is that it reminds me some how that hey you are only human and remember that it can end, so you still have alot to  learn now,  fun to have and people to meet and places to see and a love that has gotten you here so keep growing and learning experience life dream your dreams and be your self .

That’s what I think,what about you what do you think?

Brightest blessings

Blessings

Thepinkwitch

Yeah I know that I’m only 28, but I’ll be 29 this year in June,

Its almost time for the big goodbye

Hello dearies,

Believe it or not it’s almost time for the big goodbye to this year. That’s right 2014 is almost over and 2015 will be upon us sooner than we all think.

This year was full of ups and downs for each of us, but with each new year brings the hope of positive tidings for all.

And I truly believe that this new year will be the better year for us all, and it will be a beautiful new year. Its all about what you make of it and I’m gonna make it the best one with positivity and love, and dreams and goals that will make me a better person.

What are your hopes and dreams and goals for the new year?

Brightest blessings

Blessings

Thepinkwitch

its been awhile

hello dearies,

It has been awhile since ive last posted, its now December and i really don’t remember when i really last posted.

life has been this weird miss mash of events since october and it seems like this year is going by way to fast. its almost strange really, I had broncais on all hallows eve and that lasted for about a week and a half,  which is never fun. just been trying to keep straight the best i can since it seems novmber was a bit of a blur, and now it seems decmember is rolling by slowly  now which im good with cause i dont want it to be next year already.

Other than that im doing ok so far right now im not sick anymore thank the gods im over that crap and that it only took a week and a fing half to get over it, just tryomg to keep my head up and stay postivie but i have my days where im down  and everything but i know that everything will turn out allright at the end of the day.

with everything thats been going on in the world today i know how hard it is to remain postisive  but every dark cloud has its sliver lining and be thankful for all the good thats in our lives already like  our famliys are healthy, we are still alive and breathing and kicking ass and taking names every day, even though  there are alot of things that say you only live once, but you live every single day though you are only given the current lifetime that you are living now but you live everyday, and its about making everyday count and not letting the haters and bullies get you down  cause in the end they really dont matter they are only unhappy with their own lives and only see the negtaivie that their own unhappiness has brought them and they are taking it out on those around them,  ignore them and always be yourself because you are the brightest and most undiue star in the sky, so be a star and your own firework  and light up the darkness with your light, and dont be sorry about your weirdness embrace your beautiful weirdness 😀

brightest blessings

blessings

thepinkwitch

Hello there easier way to create/10 class reuonion/ Finiding the most awesome care bear in the world (my world)

Hello Dearies,

 

 Yes I know long time to talk, but im here now  do you still like me ? i hope so cause i like you all  cause you are  AWESOME!…..OK  its  a little early to all caps but still you guys are awesome, and since it has been awhile since ive posted (yes shame on me im such a bad girl) im noticing the easier way to create on word press  during the posting /typing process here i like the sleek desgin they gots going on ( if you haven’t  started that yet its ok its pretty you’ll like it  if not, the classics (and classic mode) live on forever (-:).

Apart from this sleek new design  (WordPress im loving it btw  its awesome just like You and all my readers (hey guys)<3), you all know me as my silly dorky, sometimes bitchy bitching about random stuff, but still postisve self  that i am,if you havent met me hi im a dork lol,  but anyways tomorrow (Saturday Ohio time lol ) i have my 10 year class at J.D. legends,  And well dearies Im  a bit nervous about it, and  we haven’t had our 5 yr Reunion but  besides that and being nervous about it im also excited  too because i haven’t seen a lot of my class mates in 10 years  ( though i have found a few of them on Facebook and i am Facebook friends  with them ) and everything like that , what im a little nervous about is i don’t know what to except from a class reunion, and that frightens me a little bit since this is my first one and my boyfriend wont be able to join me since he is out on the road, So i’ll have to do this  alone, but not really alone alone but you know what i mean though, I’ll have to do this by myself as myself  or the person that i have become after  high school and 2 years of college and meeting my boyfriend  and all, its just that i know im not the same person i was in high school but will my classmates see that  though, and that freaks me out a little bit if they will see that i am different  from that derpy, some what loner gothy,wiccan girl from high school ( and yes i was goth in high school still am, but i am a causal goth and yes that is a real thing and of course im still wiccan (;), So yeah that’s whats mainly on my mind about the reunion  but i am looking forward to it and i am super excited about it  but my super excited has a tent of nervous to it because high school was a tiny bit awkward for me. But what high school experience for anybody inst  really when you think about it full.

 

 

But alas  it is time to move on to a new topic  whoooooooo, time to be light hearted and silly willy  and stuff yo! ok well on Wednesday this past week since it is now Friday TGIF Y’all! ok  well this past Wednesday we went to goodwill to find  some pots for candle making and all and we did find two  which is very cool and we found the best care bear in the world ( well in my eyes he is ) we found good luck bear he is my fave one of all time  and we got him he is like super duper hard to find  and ive been looking for him for abut a few years now and ive only found him like three times in stores over the yrs . You can find all the other care bears easy peasy lemon squeezey but not good luck bear. Im like super happy that we found him and yes i know i may be a bit old for a stuffed animal and a care bear at that but its good luck bear people !  and i already have tons of plushies  yes im a big kid at heart  lol 😀  hey i love my little pony  lol

 

 

 

 

welp dearies it has come to the end of our time together ( at least for today that is ) and i shall return and post more ( i promise )  have a wonderful Friday

 

 

Brightest blessings

 

 

 

blessings

 

 

thepinkwitch

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