Hello dearies ,
It is I, Thepinkwitch, It is past Ostara and the renewal of spring and the new growth of all life is coming and starting to show hopefully in the coming weeks, But alas that is not so for some of us , Myself incudle, meaning that I am going to have to start all over again and start anew, Somthing that i was really not wanting to do with my schooling.
Alas my dearies twis be true, I have to start all over again,Something Im not really looking forward because after this month, All my hours from doing my clinic hours and my 2 yrs and 8 thosand some odd in loans will be worth, will mean NOTHING!, …. at the end of this month, I have already lost some of my hours I just dont know how much of my hours i have lost, I am feeling very defeated right now Dearies And I feel so lost and with nowhere to turn too in my schooling , And i cant go back until I pay off the loans with no job or money to my name my only option is to find a denct paying job and pay it all back and in full.
Talk about feeling really defeated My dearies, My dream and hopes of doing what i love -hair- have hit a wall of no money and loans to pay and no job to pay those loans back, I’m defeated for the moment until i pay those loans back and find a job until then I dont know what to do until I find that job that will help me pay those loans back. I dont know if i am truely defeated in fulfuling my dreams and hopes of doing what i love I wont know Until I find out more of what i can do to turn this all around for myself there must be a sliver lining soe where in my dark clouds that i am just not seeing right now at in this moment in time, until then say a little paryer, keep your fingers crossed,dot your i;s and send some good engery vibes my way for i am in some need of a little pick me up
thank you all for following my blog and me thourgh my daily adventures i will be back with more though out my days in years on this earth
blessed be my dearies may your days be filled with love,hope and the brightest of blessings