its a new year, i know i know its already February, but its still a brand new year. im doing well after having the hysterectomy. im about 7/8 weeks out or im already 8 weeks out lol i don’t know i cant remember lol nut its ok im pretty much fully healed now thankfully, im still dealing with a little bit of the aftermath of going through that and dealing with winter here in ohio lol.
But i am doing well for the most part, though my anxiety has gotten a little worse then what it was before my surgery, its super annoying though. i hate having to deal with it. and it seems like it came about when i started to work at my old job….. i have started to think that it was my old job that caused my anxiety to show itself ,because i think i have mentioned before in old posts that myself and several others on night shift had to do -not only our posts- but that of another persons because people would call off or quit or the shift before us wouldn’t do want they needed to do before they would leave for the day. but anyways such as life things happen, and what will be will be.
a couple of days i was cleaning in the basement going thourgh old totes and boxes i found a few pages of old poems of mine from 2004 and 2006-2008, i thought i had lost most of them,during a few of the movings i have done im glad i found them. and we have had good weather yesterday and today, which makes me happy cause im so sick of this winter bull honky, ugh. But anyways its helping me out a little bit just for the mere fact that it has gotten warm this soon. im in heaven lol yeah im a dork lol.
i did get a few things i want to do done today like reading one of the books i got from the library over the past few days, made a few candles that im thinking about selling that’s after i make a few more that is lol . cleaned my room and my altar, just doing my own thing and being myself.
wells its getting late here, i must be off and get some sleep.