Hello there dearies,
back again, dealing with a lot of things that life has thrown my way, went to my osu appointment this past week I’m going to need a hysterectomy to remove my uterus and tubes.
And hopefully keep my ovaries if they don’t look cancerous, fingers crossed on that. its been a very emotional ride right now and my surgery is on the 22 on this mouth, I’m not looking forward to it. And a couple of family members are in a little bit of a tiff just because its that close to Christmas.
its like well sorry you aren’t the person that’s taking me up there so yall really have no say on when I get it done. I am. Don’t get me wrong I love my family but sometimes I wonder where they get off at being that way sometimes.
And the 22ed was the only Friday where they could use the robotics that they will be using for my surgery, and for the person who is taking me up there to go with me, since they are on the road during the week and Friday is the best time for them to take me since they are a truck driver and they have there own doctor appointments they need to go to on Fridays.
so in about 3 weeks I can say bye bye to my uterus and bye bye to the grade one cancer that is in there. osu said it was grade one instead on grade two from what the specialist said it was but my best bet is to still get the hysterectomy, so that’s I’m going to do. though it may sounf like ive giving up on carrying babies but with saving my ovaries by going this route I can use someone else to carry my babies to full term with no dangers to them and their health, which I am going to be very gratefull to the person who does carry them. So there is hope for me to still have the ability to be a mama.
the two people who went with me are the best too, I wouldn’t have been able to go through this without them and I would have gone crazy if it wasn’t for them too.thankfully I have a tablet that I can still get online with like facebook and on here as well and being able to let yall know whats going on with me and how I’m healing. Cause I know after the surgery I may not be able to sit up like I am now.
the good thing about going up to osu they gave me a binder full of information on what I’m going to have done and what to except and everything like that I wasn’t excepting them to be that well put together with the information and everything like that and that through either but they went well beyond what I was excepting and all which is really good. and they made it super easy for me to understand too.
well I will keep yall updated on whats going on, I’m hungery lol.